The Liquid Looking-Glass: July 2011

Monday, July 18, 2011

Pablo - bam

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all these thoughts ar coming now to try to answer that question

and i am aware of these thoughts

so that is where i am stuck

i feel that there is an I 

but there is not

what is aware of the thought?

nothing is aware

so where does you come into play?

the eyes of the body see the thoughts

or the mind sees the thoughts

where does theses thoughts come from?

thoughts arise, it's unimportant where they come from

focus

ok

]ok

let me see

if there is no you involved in the process of awareness, where does you come into play?

where does I come into play

you is an idea  you is a thought

it is all  it is

tell me more about it

ok

I always thought that  I was made up of the following.... Pablo from costa rica, intelligent nice, clean , funny etc etc  but those things that I thought made up the I are experience in thought form

those are conclusions that i took out of interacting with other people

those are conclusions that i took out of interacting with other people

and then

a woman asked me to locate

where the I or YOU is

and that started to break

with the belief system

that i had

or was being had

or was

i lost internet connection for a moment

i feel weird now when i talk to people and say the word   I

there is  no one writhing this

it s being written though

so what is the self now vs what you thought it was?

well the self now is a concept an idea

go on, man

seriously, rant about it

dude i m new at this i want to rant about it i want to really get this

but it comes slow to me

the self is an idea

it is not real

because i can't find it anywhere

other than 

my mind

or the mind

so when i talk to coworkers

its a body talking to another

i am impersonal

"i am impersonal" is a thought

you are right

but what, in real life, caused that thought?

let me think about it

is there any other way to ask that question?

a thought is caused by another thought

right

so where are you in any of these processes?

oh my god

you are right

i m nowhere

thoughts happen

i don t control them

they just come and g

YES

go

fucking YES

wow

exactly

haha

thoughts come and go

there is no you involved anywhere in the process at all

fuck .. oh why we never knew this

thoughts just happen and i have nothing to do with them...

they come and they go

on its own

so what are you?

tell me about it, just go on a fucking rant

describe it to me

I don't exist

there is no I 

it is life living life

and i am no where to be found

so why do i take things personal , if there is no I

how stupid that is

there is no I .. no reason to get offended

no reason to suffer

there is no i

so who suffers

suffering then it s a choice

no reason to be scared

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